Crown of Thorns
In 2010 i wrote a poem about a rose.
That rose was an imagery of my personality & being and it went something like this.
I am a rose, a dark rose
but only my name presents darkness
I am a rose, a dark rose isn't that sublime?
both colors combined present an oxymoron and as such my existence also divine
I cry, often
river, of thorns
thorn my heart, as such I am thorn between existing and living
constantly, simultaneously, intrinsically.
Cantankerous, dark, saturnine
within me a feeling that was, and is no longer but provokes nevertheless fear & awe
Suddenly a light and a hint of warmth seemingly a sweet misfortune
Yes as if tomorrow, I remember
when the morning dew
At dawn, when the crepuscule had gone far, far away
At dawn, then, I will count you,
What will be the end of me
enamored of you I was
my mind radiant, luminous
The seasons
***Honestly this poem doesn't make much sense in English***